29th September 2011

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Otep Dedicated to My Enemy :D <3

Dedicated to my enemy

You have 7 seconds to decipher your
life,before my tongue becomes a blade and your brain gets sliced.
I warned you before,I’m addicted to war,
I was prayin’ for Armageddon on the day I was born..

3 pounds. 4 oz. 7 weeks premature
perfectly flawed and perfectly impure

See, it was a night of lies
it was a sick, quick,compromise
it was… the devil in his eyes
it was… innocence slithering down her thighs
it was… it was his fuckin fist into ah…
[three hard blows into her side]
INTO HER FUCKIN SIDE..

And why? Cuz there was a baby,
Barely 3 Months alive.
But I SURVIVED…
To stubborn to succumb to the drippin jaws of the DOMINANT PARADIGM…

I speak out of turn
I taught myself everything that I ever needed to learn, which is: I don’t have to be anything.. BUT ME
Napalm bright, celebrating the burn..

See, I’m supposed to be weak and depleted,my uniqueness,erased and deleted
I’m supposed to be a fist and a bruise,nothing left inside and nothing left to lose

They want me to be a breeder
Not a thinker
Not a leader
A sermonless disciple to a desperate,demented preacher
NO VOICE! NO CHOICE!
 
…but I WILL FAIL THEM!!
I have no need for their acceptance, their limits,their lies
I learned to hate from YOU!
I am your most BELOVED.. BLASPHEMOUS.. CHILD…”

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